No , I have not forgotten about you.

My dear friend ; who's been here for me when others haven't. [;

ahahah. But, seriously, it has been a bit of time since I've blogged.

Recently I've gotten my wisdom teeth pulled out (all four). I've had a lot of time to sit down, and reevaluate my life, and such. The same day I got my teeth pulled, I rekindle (in my opinion at least)my friendship with my bestfriend. I thought the natural drift was occurring, and I was done trying to fight it. However, it didn't and when we actually talked for an extended period of time, it was as if he didn't miss a beat.

Just over that time period, I was trying to reconfigure my life, because I felt like I lost sight of who I was necessarily, or what I was doing. I am so used to putting on a facade so people view me as a strong, dependable person. Of course, I was just breaking down slowly internally, but my best friend fixed that. Of course, on the same token, I need to be self-efficient. I shouldn't have to wait to talk to my friend to be able to vent and fix myself.

Other than that, today, what drew me to the blog is my sense of disappointment with people. Not to sound like I'm above other people (though I come off like that, huh?), but I've learned that if you don't know what you're talking about, just stay out of it, y'know? I'm talking about politics. There's a difference between asking a question in order to further your knowledge versus making a ignorant statement. Like, if you don't have a stance on Obama or politics, but all of sudden you're against healthcare reform? Seems to me that you're just jumping on the bandwagon. I hate it when people like to live a transparent life, and takes the color of the more dominant life. Even if Hitler did horrific things, he will be (in)famous for the decisions he makes. So, I guess my priority in life is to make bold choices so I'm not stuck in the middle, because that won't get me anywhere. People will remember me as Qaree, the nice, thoughtful kid. But all of those generic titles are nice and all, but in order to get the most out of my life, I have to do things that might result in bad consequences, but it'd yield a better experience, right?

Haa, I'll chronicle my adventures anyways .